Hello Frankenstein (story)

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A Bit Grim
But My Story Isn’t Over Yet!

I was hurt, needed help, I cried, no longer strong …
from an outpatient surgery gone terribly wrong.
Isolated, peeking out from old window panes …
Nearly everything changed, but my eyes and my name.
I’ve lost so much more than anyone knows …
the daily fright I awaken to unleashed and grows.
Mirrors my enemy, touch is my gun …
each day longs for peace, of which I’ve had none.
Locked within a body that once looked like mine …
scars for a lifetime scream hello “Frankenstein.”

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→ Event Occurred December 10, 2015 ←
— But, I Look To You! —

This post was created in March 2016 (off WP) with a great deal of help from a dear friend, who just helped me to get it to WP. I’ve been in recovery for 2 years, for numerous reasons, more yet to come. Somethings will never be the same, some immensely challenging, some akin to loss. However, to my surprise, some also quite awakening and filled with immense gratitude and blessings. I hope to regain many parts of who I once was again someday, the creative part being one of them. I’ve missed many of you, and sharing our lives and talents through our own individual forms of creativity. This will likely be my last post for some time, although now known as “the miracle” maybe that won’t be true. I’m a tenacious, fighting, faith-filled and blessed little being, and that being said, I have to believe that I will be able to get my reading, writing, thoughts and creativity back again. Until then … ♥ ♥ ♥

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8 thoughts on “Hello Frankenstein (story)”

  1. Oh I’m so very sorry to hear this! I pray that soon you will regain that which has been lost. I know from my own personal experience that some things once lost are gone forever, but I also know that that does NOT mean there is no goodness or measures of joy and peace yet to be found. Take good care of yourself. Love and hugs, Natalie 🙂 ❤ xoxoxo

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    1. Natalie, my bitty ❤ I've thought of you so often. I found an email from you in my old email account and responded to it today. Put on your glasses, make some tea and clear your schedule, it's a long one (I told you "the story"). Sending you so much love and beyond grateful that you're still following me after I've been gone for so long. ❤ ❤ ❤

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    1. Ah Susanne. It’s so good to see that you’re still writing, creating and passionate about your work. Thank you for your prayers, I love prayers and believe in them strongly. From your lips to the moon’s ears! I’m working on it (being back with you soon). I’ll take your love and mirror it back to you double. Thank you sweetheart.

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  2. As of March 2018, I turned a corner. After 2 years and 3 months, something, a part of my brain, woke back up. 2 years and 3 months being locked inside of a brain (physical and body damage aside), that couldn’t remember how, or couldn’t figure things out, or would get scrambled and overwhelmed trying to absorb all the options, or being unable to use applications or software, or not being able to remember words, or read or look at a lot of words without becoming overwhelmed, not being able to concentrate or put much thought into anything without becoming scrambled and overwhelmed, or not being able to put thoughts to words in a creative type of way at all … totally unable to express in the way I’ve been for over 30 years of my life. Once the ability to go online and put together “sight sound and scribe,” which is the way I’ve been expressing myself over the decades on many sites which no longer exist, others that over the decades did complete site redesigns and lost much or all of my posts or designs, and then finally, on WP – which was the best of all, because of the countless and enumerable amount of creative and talented people, each in their own unique, beautiful and amazing ways, was taken from me and no longer an ability, it caused more stress and a long list of other emotions. But I turned a corner FINALLY (blessedly) … and while far slower and with more difficulty and less effortlessness than in the past, I finally gained this skill back, which is a relief akin to exhaling for me. So much to create, so much to express, I hope and have faith, that this ability will continue to come back to me in its entirety, and that I can let go of the breath I’ve been holding in for over 2 years and begin creating, creating, creating, even if it’s starting off with taking days to make one creation, it’s a start, and for that I’m SO relieved and grateful. In tears I say, thank God! ❤

    I am blessed in so many ways, and this, was my latest blessing. Thank you to ALL who’ve waited for me, were here when I got here, for the cheers and the inspiration, and to all who are new to my site/blog. MUCH Love! ❤

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      1. Thank you sweet Carol. I’m truly blessed, even though some may wonder “how could she think she’s blessed after this?” … but really, I am, even if it doesn’t seem so to the naked eye. There are so many angels around me, here, and elsewhere, I’m forever protected, forever given strength, forever given help in unexpected ways, by unexpected people. Your five simple words, not only put a smile in my heart, as well as on my face, but were also a blessing. Thank you dear one … and you too are loved, which is why I came-a-callin’. ❤ 🙂 xoxox

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